i've been going out for the past three days....haha i dun care!..i've been staying at home way too long alredy.....mom and dad finally gave me back my money...but still no phone...when oh when can i get my phone back...shah skipped work on monday becoz of me...sweetkan...coz i was damn bored and i wanted to go out...hahaz...we were just slacking ah the whole day...did noting...ut thats enough for me...i just like to sit and talk with him..he's fun...and funny..never fail to make me laugh and forget everything that has happened at home...luv him soo much...

yesterday met shah again after his school..went to airport to get his report card and all....after slacking there and everything...we went home without the report card...defeat the purpose of us going there....he also one blur king...i tot i was the only blur one..hahaz...yesterday was fun...silly things happen and everything we said always ended up with laughter...until i got my headache back..hahaz....went home tok to him till 2 and he went to sleep....and i finished up the agatha christie book that i was reading.. i fell asleep at 5....and i had to wake up at 10...coz meeting shah again....he slept earlier than me...and i have to wake him up...met him at nearly 12..went to bedok to watch hindustan but it was close...then fath called saying that she wants to meet us...so we went back to tamp...tot of watching movie....kept calling fath but she didn't pick up her phone..so we sacrifice out movie and waited for her at small mac...she only came one a half hour later...haizzz..and she didn't even bring the helmet that i ask her to....fath..fath...so we just slack there..bought paparoti...ljs salad and slack at coffee bean till around 6..then fath went home to get her tarian stuffs before going tanjong pagar for her sriwana training..then me and shah went to meet some of his frenz at the street soccer...and we just slack around...ate at geylang just now..the food was damnnnn nice...and it was such a huge serving *burb*...and its cheap..so worth it sae...gonna eat there again for sure *yummy yummy*

haiz i reli miss my sriwana days....but i just cudn't find time for it..and i dun like the politics that happen in all these malay organizations....its just sickening...for now i am contented with the tarian group i'm in...even though its small and not well known...we girls bonded well...there's no such thing as 'aku jambu..kau tak...aku tak nak kawan ngan kau'..bullshit sia....and i miss those girls so much..so long since we had our training..due to exams and attachment...i reli feel attached to these girls and i am very commited to this group...coz we were the one who started it...we went through all the ups and downs...all the laughter..all the quarrels...it just makes us even closer to each other...and we've accepted each other despite their weaknesses and everything....kak aisha..kak azura..adeq..nana..ct..abg indra..abg bob..md nur...i miss u guys soo much...i dunno y my mom just dislike me joining tarian...i've been in tarian since i was in pri 6...she was the one who encourage me to join at first but now..everytime i did something wrong..she will always force me to quit tarian...eventhough what i did had noting to do with tarian...weird mom...k i wanna continur reading..chaoz